The God Complex
Sep. 17th, 2011 04:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tasty_kateI am crying.
It was exactly what I feared but it didn't make it less painful that it wasn't a surprise.
I'm actually crying more than any previous Doctor Who episode before. They're my Team!TARDIS. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I know it's the nature of this show and Amy and Rory aren't completely out of the picture, but... goddamn, I'm sad. All that feeling of dread in my chest... and then to have my suspicions confirmed. I haven't been in a situation like this in ages.
Aside from the those last few minutes, I thought it was a brilliant episode. I loved everything about it, the monster, the weird hotel, Rita, the guest star Mole, the Amy and Eleven moment which broke down their relationship so painfully well... Well, us Amy/11 shippers can't complain about the lack of shippy screen time, we certianly got it this time around. What kills me even more is that I can't be angry at Eleven. He's doing what was right. And gave them the right send-off. I'd rather be angry.
And goddamnit, I was right about those pap photos where my icon came from.
Lemme go lay on my bed and put on underwear music and remember the better times.
Where's the mood that says "heartbroken"?
It was exactly what I feared but it didn't make it less painful that it wasn't a surprise.
I'm actually crying more than any previous Doctor Who episode before. They're my Team!TARDIS. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I know it's the nature of this show and Amy and Rory aren't completely out of the picture, but... goddamn, I'm sad. All that feeling of dread in my chest... and then to have my suspicions confirmed. I haven't been in a situation like this in ages.
Aside from the those last few minutes, I thought it was a brilliant episode. I loved everything about it, the monster, the weird hotel, Rita, the guest star Mole, the Amy and Eleven moment which broke down their relationship so painfully well... Well, us Amy/11 shippers can't complain about the lack of shippy screen time, we certianly got it this time around. What kills me even more is that I can't be angry at Eleven. He's doing what was right. And gave them the right send-off. I'd rather be angry.
And goddamnit, I was right about those pap photos where my icon came from.
Lemme go lay on my bed and put on underwear music and remember the better times.
Where's the mood that says "heartbroken"?
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Date: 2011-09-18 06:40 pm (UTC)YES. YES I AM. It's something I've been thinking about writing for the past year but I never got around to it and never figured out a proper storyline (until, that is, a month ago) but now that I work I almost never have time to write fic and it makes me really sad. But I promise, I'll have it written soon because I'm actually really excited to finish and post it. But right now, I'm in the process of writing my boyfriend a short story for our two-year anniversary, and that's my top priority.
I know, I know. I don't even know what to do with my feelings so instead of writing fic I just caught up on the Inbetweeners because I needed mindless television to distract me. At least she'll be back. We'll still see her. I just can't imagine Eleven with anyone else. Unless he gets another Donna, in which case, that would be lovely.
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Date: 2011-09-19 01:07 am (UTC)I'll keep my eyes peeled for your fic! I have one brewing in my head, just gotta figure how I'm going to do it. And congrats on two years! That's such a sweet idea of a present. I'm the loser that did a photo album each year and gives the main squeeze new pages to put in every anniversary. xP Barf, I know.
Yeah, I've been attempting to distract myself with snuggles and reading Sandman by Neil Gaiman. It's very, very good. And YES for another Donna!! Though I can already hear fandom now, "Wah, she's just another Donna. Give us someone new."
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Date: 2011-09-20 01:56 am (UTC)Yay! I'll (hopefully) write it soon. Thank you dear! ^_^ That's adorable, though! I would totally do that (and, in fact, I have) for a present.
Anything by Neil Gaiman is wonderful. The End.
True. But there will always be people who complain. After all, there are people out there who don't like Amy. And those are very, very sad people.
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Date: 2011-09-20 03:32 am (UTC)Uh, I just finished my second fic about Amy and the Doctor saying goodbye. Apparently my muse is back.
People who don't like Amy just boggle me. I mean... I can't even get into this discussion, I only get angry. hahahaha
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Date: 2011-09-21 11:59 pm (UTC)Ohh okay! I'll read that tonight ^_^
I know, right? I just. I can't even. They just need to stop everything they're doing and re-think their life choices.