The God Complex

[tasty_kate]

I am crying.

It was exactly what I feared but it didn't make it less painful that it wasn't a surprise.

I'm actually crying more than any previous Doctor Who episode before. They're my Team!TARDIS. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I know it's the nature of this show and Amy and Rory aren't completely out of the picture, but... goddamn, I'm sad. All that feeling of dread in my chest... and then to have my suspicions confirmed. I haven't been in a situation like this in ages.

Aside from the those last few minutes, I thought it was a brilliant episode. I loved everything about it, the monster, the weird hotel, Rita, the guest star Mole, the Amy and Eleven moment which broke down their relationship so painfully well... Well, us Amy/11 shippers can't complain about the lack of shippy screen time, we certianly got it this time around. What kills me even more is that I can't be angry at Eleven. He's doing what was right. And gave them the right send-off. I'd rather be angry.

And goddamnit, I was right about those pap photos where my icon came from.

Lemme go lay on my bed and put on underwear music and remember the better times.

Where's the mood that says "heartbroken"?

Comments

[nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com]

At least there was Forehead Kissing? I have missed that.

[owlboy]

You know how it's like when you're a kid and you're like "but...but... they have to stay FOREVER!!!" that is how I feel ;_;

I WANT MY PONDS TO STAY ;___;

[ladymercury-10.livejournal.com]

This episode was amazing. All the episodes this season should have been this good. But the end...brb, crying forever. I mean, it was sort of the best of all possible departures, but that didn't make it less heartbreaking. And poor Rory didn't even get to say goodbye!

[whovianmuse.livejournal.com]

I...all of this. I cannot emotions because Pond. I'm so torn, because I adore Amy/Rory/Eleven but I'm also intrigued in the idea of Eleven with someone else. How he reacts to someone new, how much he reflects about his past and the moments where he'll talk about Amy and won't admit how much he misses her and loves her. And if there's going to be someone new, it has to be River. She's the only other companion I'd ship him with, and the only other companion I could see the Eleventh version traveling with. And their departure was just so beautiful, and it was probably the happiest ending of all of new who. Because he let them go, he wanted to see them live. I love Eleven so much more than I ever did before. And damned if this didn't send my Amy/Eleven muse into full force.

[stick-poker.livejournal.com]

They're my Team!TARDIS. What the hell am I supposed to do now?
This is what I'm rather worried about too. It's not like I haven't been involved and watching as previous Doctors and companions have come and gone, but I've never been *this* involved when it's happened before. Then again, I thought I'd wanted people not to leave before but if they hadn't we would never have had the Ponds at all, so I suppose the answer is to focus on the possibilities of who we might get next.

[honeynoir.livejournal.com]

*hands you tissues*

[alt_universe_me.livejournal.com]

*sobs* Nooo I want my Team Eleventy to be together forever! ;_;

And just when Amy was reaching the very heights of her awesomeness, too :(

BRING THEM BACK D:

(But besides that, slfjdskfj it was an awesome episode)

[dweomeroflight.livejournal.com]

I'm actually crying more than any previous Doctor Who episode before. They're my Team!TARDIS. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I know it's the nature of this show and Amy and Rory aren't completely out of the picture, but... goddamn, I'm sad. All that feeling of dread in my chest... and then to have my suspicions confirmed. I haven't been in a situation like this in ages.


This desribes me right now (episode aired last night in Australia). GOD MOFF. WHAT WILL I DO WITHOUT MY TEAM TARDIS. WITHOUT KAREN AND THE BABES?

Is this really the ending? While there's life there's hope. I'll cling to it.