tasty_kate: (Amy/11 Role Reversal)
tasty_kate ([personal profile] tasty_kate) wrote2011-09-17 04:59 pm
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The God Complex

I am crying.

It was exactly what I feared but it didn't make it less painful that it wasn't a surprise.

I'm actually crying more than any previous Doctor Who episode before. They're my Team!TARDIS. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I know it's the nature of this show and Amy and Rory aren't completely out of the picture, but... goddamn, I'm sad. All that feeling of dread in my chest... and then to have my suspicions confirmed. I haven't been in a situation like this in ages.

Aside from the those last few minutes, I thought it was a brilliant episode. I loved everything about it, the monster, the weird hotel, Rita, the guest star Mole, the Amy and Eleven moment which broke down their relationship so painfully well... Well, us Amy/11 shippers can't complain about the lack of shippy screen time, we certianly got it this time around. What kills me even more is that I can't be angry at Eleven. He's doing what was right. And gave them the right send-off. I'd rather be angry.

And goddamnit, I was right about those pap photos where my icon came from.

Lemme go lay on my bed and put on underwear music and remember the better times.

Where's the mood that says "heartbroken"?
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[personal profile] owlboy 2011-09-17 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
You know how it's like when you're a kid and you're like "but...but... they have to stay FOREVER!!!" that is how I feel ;_;

I WANT MY PONDS TO STAY ;___;

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
IIII KNOW. And it's the nature of the beast: Companions will leave and the Doctor will regenerate. But goddamn, the Ponds have been on board for so long (I count this longer than Rose 'cause the way S6 was stretched out) and and and... My heart is heavy.

I know they'll be back in one form or another, but... goddamn I am sad.

[identity profile] nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
But you will love the next one too! It is like they take away your puppy but then they give you a kitten instead! XD

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
HA. Yeah, I don't think Moffat could give us a rubbish companion next. Personally, I'd like to see twins on the TARDIS. Imagine the fun.

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Egads, no. Twincest is out of the question... coming from a twin.

[identity profile] nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I am squicked by it but fandom is fandom. :S

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
ajdflkadjflkajdf NO. I'll read a lot of kinks but euuuggghhhh no.

[identity profile] nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
If the Master really had been the Doctor's brother, I don't think that would have stopped fandom.

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
HAHAHAHHA No, it probably wouldn't. As they say, the internet is for p0rn.

[identity profile] stick-poker.livejournal.com 2011-09-18 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
That's a comforting idea.

[identity profile] nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I was more upset when I saw Jamie and Zoe leave quite recently but that is THE MOST UPSETTING THING EVER and Amy leaving was still pretty sad. I was expecting her to go though, I couldn't see where was left to go with those characters.

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
As far as using the characters at plot devices, yeah, I think we kind of came to an end, but I'm sure they could have still had adventures with them. I'm just glad we got a good send-off.

[identity profile] nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I, erm, went through a phase of not really enjoying them all because Rory was kind of in the way and sucking out the intensity :(

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, that's sad. =/ But I can see where you're coming from. I learned to accept Rory and even enjoy him, but never to the point of how I felt about Amy/11.

[identity profile] nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Amy/Rory just bores me because there's no tension, no reason for them not to be in love. And it's an OTP that doesn't have the Doctor in it, which is hard for me to understand as he is the whole reason I stay alive watch it.

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH That's what's helping me through this. At least Matt Smith is still on board. I don't know WHAT THE HELL I'm going to do when he regenerates/dies for reals/whatever Moffat has planned.

[identity profile] nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
ELEVEN CAN NEVER DIE I WON'T ALLOW IT.

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I can't even have that conversation right now. My heart is on the mends. Forget I brought it up. >_

[identity profile] nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I was like "Maybe I should watch The War Games now" and then my heart was like "NO IT IS EVEN WORSE THAN THIS YOU WILL BE UPSETTED" and now idk what to doooo.

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I think you made a step in the right direction with wearing the Four scarf. I'm just waiting for someone to upload the Confidential to see how the actors handled that scene.

[identity profile] nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Is this where I admit I'm scared to watch the one where Romana leaves?

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
*sticks fingers in ears* LALALA DOESN'T HAPPEN IF I DON'T WATCH IT LALALALALA

[identity profile] nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
And then he jettisons her room so he never has to look into it and see it empty ;__; Whatever his excuses we all know that was the reason ;__;

[identity profile] tasty-kate.livejournal.com 2011-09-17 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
HE LOVES HER FROM THE COCKLES OF HIS TIME LORDY HEART.

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