The God Complex

[tasty_kate]

I am crying.

It was exactly what I feared but it didn't make it less painful that it wasn't a surprise.

I'm actually crying more than any previous Doctor Who episode before. They're my Team!TARDIS. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I know it's the nature of this show and Amy and Rory aren't completely out of the picture, but... goddamn, I'm sad. All that feeling of dread in my chest... and then to have my suspicions confirmed. I haven't been in a situation like this in ages.

Aside from the those last few minutes, I thought it was a brilliant episode. I loved everything about it, the monster, the weird hotel, Rita, the guest star Mole, the Amy and Eleven moment which broke down their relationship so painfully well... Well, us Amy/11 shippers can't complain about the lack of shippy screen time, we certianly got it this time around. What kills me even more is that I can't be angry at Eleven. He's doing what was right. And gave them the right send-off. I'd rather be angry.

And goddamnit, I was right about those pap photos where my icon came from.

Lemme go lay on my bed and put on underwear music and remember the better times.

Where's the mood that says "heartbroken"?

Comments

[tasty-kate.livejournal.com]

Yeah, first Eleventy kissed Amy's head in the hotel/prison and then Amy kissed his forehead when he was saying goodbye. It wasn't from the angle that my icon is, you actually don't see contact because of the camera angle in the episode, but you hear the kiss. My cries... what am I to do.. ;_;

[nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com]

I missed the forehead kissing liek woah.

The Doctor let Amy grow up because he never can ;__:

[tasty-kate.livejournal.com]

You should re-watch to see said forehead!sexkissing.

The Doctor let Amy grow up because he never can

I had similar thoughts.

[nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com]

I am scared I might catch the Doctor calling Amy "Williams" like women need to change their name when they grow up D:

[tasty-kate.livejournal.com]

I briefly thought that, but then thought otherwise. I think Amy Pond will always be Amy Pond, he was just using it in a metaphorical sense... at least I hope so. Kinda like whole River's "Our lives are back to front, his firsts are my lasts." Just being poetic.

*crosses fingers*

[nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com]

I suppose it is indeed that he has kept them in a bubble of no change and he has almost refused to see Amy as someone else's because then he'd have to let her go. Calling her Williams is like him accepting it, maybe?

[owlboy]

I took it as an "our fairytale is over" thing, since the first thing he says about "Amelia Pond" is that it's a fairytale name.

[nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com]

She is no longer magical :(

[tasty-kate.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I feel like you hit it on the nail.

...still hurts. D:

[nostalgia-lj.livejournal.com]

He's just hoping people won't start calling him "Doctor Song" if he marries River.